Giving It Up to God

These past few weeks have been difficult for me. My 4 year old had surgery and was nauseated, and vomiting all night, my debate teacher from high school died suddenly after his wife died a day or two earlier, I am also reading this book called Five Love Languages of Children (which is such an uncomfortable but needed eye opener. More to come on that later and highly recommend ), and one of my dearest friends is moving. How does one deal or process all these life changes at once. I am giving it up to God. I can no longer deal with it on my own and it has become too much to carry. I have always been somewhat of a control freak, but this is just too much. God I need you in this moment. My strength is gone, my energy is wane, and my list of responsibilities is mounting. I need your everlasting peace to come and surround me and lift me up, so that I can keep going. God I thank you for being there for me when I need it most. Help all of us mothers with our juggling of responsibilities and at the same time with grief. In your name Amen.